songsfortheotherkind.com

Our internet is still borked, although we do seem to be closer to getting it sorted out. I'm looking forward to being able to look at all the vids that individuals have been posting.

Some reflections on Otherkind.

Everything is interlinked. It's really easy to claim to get that, yet few do, in the deeper sense of it. It's like the anunnaki history here.

It's so easy to put things into 'either/or' boxes. As I recently wrote in a response to aquene's description of one of her dreams, I live in an infinitely slidier universe than that. It makes me look shifty and formless to others sometimes. I've been accused of being all kind of things, most of them negative in terms of the concrete universe and its contract approach to engagement with others. I used to take this criticisms to heart, and these days I don't even bother engaging with those who operate that way. There's nothing for me there, in any way.

One of the things about Consciousness is its ability to create. This happens in an interconnected way. In terms of planets, the degrees of Consciousness available to the individual Beings within planetary avatars are reflected in part by the diversity and richness of the expression on the planet- and to grok that, one needs to look at the concept of 'richness' with energetic rather than human eyes: when this is engaged, the fury and beauty of Jupiter's storms and the fiery energetic Beings that inhabit it become 'aha'. It's not a barren storm raging planet, its a dance with chaotic and powerful energies. The Being that has created Jupiter as an avatar is exploring some really intense frequencies. These will evolve as the dance engages the Beings that live in those frequencies in greater ways. It's how it works.

Here, the complex interweaving on this intentional Gateway planet always factored the involvement of the many individuals that contributed to the original vision and frequency. It was always a co-creation, intentionally focused, and the frequencies and harmonics that arose here were in direct response to that intention and focus. It's how energy works in the more subtle realms- the outcome is dependent on the brushstroke, and the clarity of the brushstroke depends on the focus of the Artist and what is flowing through them at that moment.

The Beings that naturally arose from the Art of Ghiamhut were always the reflection of the energies that were here- they arose as the note that arises when the bow is moved across the strings. It was always going to work that way because that's what happens. So the non-verbal Beings were always reflections of the degree of Consciousness that was manifesting at any particular point of time, a mirror. It's how things arise in the frequency. Consciousness is a vital element of the manifestation.

Part of the focus of sentient verbal Beings- the ones that can use complex language forms of various kinds to transmit deeper complexity signals- in any interaction is to be an organic, responsive vessel/channel/source for the evolution Consciousness: such individuals can be a source of evolution by allowing it to flow through them, by looking at the connection and energy that is *their* connection to the multiverse and manifesting it in the moment and place that they are standing.

The internal Gateways are part of that. There is never any lack in any universe if the carriers of the Gates are given free reign to bring the energy from other 'Verses into the one that they are in. There are infinite ways and means of doing this. The Cubus are transmitters, distributers of that energy, in particular kinds of ways: there are others that do things very differently and I can't really speak with any degree of intimacy about that because I simply have no experience. If one of them shows up, they can talk about it in their language and it will be perfect timing that they do that: for now, I don't function that way so I'm simply going to talk about it from the perspective of one who constantly and intentionally chooses physical incarnation because I find non-corporeal states to be utterly boring.



It's just not for me, as a Being. I can think of many other ways of Being that are more interesting. Even angels figure that out at one point or another- and then this paradigm calls them Fallen. *laughs* Yeah. Right.

The Consciousness and the choices that are made from that point create the physical realities. For me, this is ecstacy, a place of brilliant joy and infinite Art. This was pretty much the way that all those involved in this Gateway planetary avatar felt, although some expressions of such feelings may have been glowing a more intense shade of blue, or a slight movement of the corners of whatever functioned as a mouth (or a smile)- so exuberance doesn't always manifest in the 'YEEEEEEEEHAH!' way I do it- and it's still there. It was a willing engagement, this being a Gateway, because it meant being a carrier of infinite possibility and the expressions that arise from this.

It's all still here, all that energetic possibility and pathways. The anunnaki have spent their entire time here trying to own, to control or to destroy it- if I can't have it then nobody can, says the man firing a bullet into the brains of his estranged wife and children, because he owns them in his mind and his mind is a reflection of his makers- yet the pathways have never been able to be controlled or owned because they are a mirror of the virus- they too evolve and move, they are the Living and energetic expression of the dead end virus mechanisms. I see my Self dancing between these two points, weaving and intertwining the energies so that the parts that can evolve emerge, and everything else falls away.

I am in co-creation with a friend of mine to produce a phone app that actually assists in the exploration of different aspects of these three elements- the fiction (law), the equity (substance) and the Sui Generis (spirit) so that individuals can take up the crafting of the new way of Being and the language in co-creation and community, the way the internet and open source has evolved. In the course of this, I've discovered that there really is no way that the first two can ever be connected to the third- the embedded blocks and resistances mean that we really are talking about two utterly different worlds. One is either truly Alive, Conscious, or one is not.

Being able to explore this has rekindled some amazing spaces in me. I am doubly reminded that personally I have no interest in doing anything other than exploring sui generis in proximity, in every day life, in every moment with my connections with Self and Others. There's no way the two worlds can blend. This has implications for me in practical terms, in dealing with the organisations and control mechanisms that are created by the vacuum of millions of individuals not wishing to take responsibility for their lives, for their energies. I want to engage in energetic dance with individuals who have at least half a clue what I'm doing, and who want to do the same. There's no middle ground in this exploration for me- I am feeling utterly engaged again, whereas I've been ghosting for so long through all this noise.

I wish I could adequately transmit this 'Verse that I experience. I'm expanding into spaces that I haven't experienced for decades- there's a passion, a quivering and wide eyed newness, like that delicious and shivery time when one is first exploring the world of connecting with other individuals in an intimate, physical way- it's like this for me, and I'm waking up again. Part of this has to do, I think, with discovering that I have massive copper poisoning which, in part, creates a sense of disconnection and disorientation away from the internal emotional Self. I'm doing things to remedy this- upping my zinc hugely for a start, which is the element that detoxes copper and other metals- changing my diet and essentially tuning in more to my Otherkind nature rather than the 'conventional' alternative wisdom about how things are supposed to work. They don't work that way for me.

There's so much more and I have things to do. Will be back later.

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"For every lie I unlearn, I learn something new"- Ani DiFranco

Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go. ~ TS Elliot

Sui generis shows us that each Being connected to the evolution signal is an utterly unique frequency, unrepeatable, evolving its own path and expansion- which means your experience and Being is as relevant as anyone else's when it comes to your exploration of the signal.



The most ironic thing about it all is that there hasn't been a 'human race' since the second iteration, and this is the 6th: anunnakisapiens, the original experiments, were destroyed in the first two iterations because they were so horrendous- genetically they were anunnaki offspring mixed with Gaian genetics. All 'humans' since then have been hybrids of anunnakisapiens, Otherkind and various Gaian higher species (many of which are now either extinct or behind the veil, due to the brutality of the anunnakisapiens signal)- without the Otherkind signal the anunnakisapiens simply die.

There has always been distinctions between those with high Otherkind signal and those who live with a high anunnakisapien signal- the two groups have never been able to co-exist, primarily because the anunnaki themselves are a destructive and controlling race. This is why their own universe was collapsing at the time when they found their way here; they were incapable of holding and co-creating the Life signal. This can still be seen today; there are those that get it and give the signal out, which are the 0.02% that are holding the space for teh rest of the population- and then there are the rest, no creation, no Life, no awareness, no consciousness. These are the majority, the blind leading the blind, and there is no future there for any Being that is awake and aware.



If contracts have been drawn then those who are the source of that information are still embedded utterly in the heteronomy. This is what is fascinating to me- *no-one* is coming up with any information, any vision, any signal at all that isn't firmly and determinedly anchored in the heteronomy and control structures. Just more noise, more noise, from a group that isn't particularly imaginative: what is it with endlessly recycling human virus back into the evolution? Where is the new signal, the quantum leap, the TRULY interesting? Apparently, they haven't run into that yet and it makes me wonder why.

Weird, isn't it? Where are they getting their info from? Sure, I can see that the two signals can't co-exist and will separate, this much is really obvious (and was to me when I was three) but where are the interesting alternatives to this? Apparently, the 'other realms' that many of these individuals tap into aren't particularly interesting at all.

Maybe I'm just strange like that.



Yup, because apart from anything else, who needs that sort of redux? It's been done before and it didn't assist the evolution one iota, so how about we go in a different direction this time... ?

heh. works for me, anyways...

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"For every lie I unlearn, I learn something new"- Ani DiFranco

Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go. ~ TS Elliot

It depends on which version of what you are thinking of here- can you tell me what you are talking about specifically?

In light of the greys, I'd like to talk about another instance with a friend of mine who was working on a young autistic boy. I think I've spoken about this before. Essentially a Being showed up at the end of the bed and my friend freaked out because he 'looked' like a classic demon: black eyes, red skin, big horns, fangs and what have you. I tuned in to the picture she was throwing and started laughing to my Self. She was earnestly telling me about this 'demonic energy' hanging around this young boy and what she'd done to repel it.

"Did that work?" I asked her and she responded with no, which in her terms meant it was a powerful and stubborn demonic energy. She was putting a great deal of jangled energy into teh conversation, so convinced of the 'demonic realms' and all the stories that her energy was starting to jangle *me*. Meanwhile, the black eyed young Being that had turned up kept looking at me with a 'wtf how typical' kind of expression and thoughtspeech, so I needed to shift my friend's energy.

Here is a general reconstruction of that conversation.

I asked her some questions: what was he doing?
*pause to think*
Nothing, just standing there looking.

What was his energy doing?
*more thinking*
Uh, hmm, nothing, he seemed, um...

Curious?
*shifting in her seat*
Uh, yeah, hmm

Was he looking at you?
*eyes up and to the right*
No, he was looking at the boy-

Was he watching the energy?
*surprise*
Yeah, kind of, hmm...

So what's his energy like? Is he scary?
*squirming again*
Uh, well, no, he's not sending off bad energy, his energy is actually quite interesting now that I'm looking at it...

*grinning* You do know one of my Otherkind forms has horns and wings...
*pause*
well, yes.. oh. hmm. I feel kind of stupid...

Yes, it turns out her 'demonic apparition' was actually a young Otherkind who had showed up because he was curious about what she was doing with the young autistic - I personally feel he was guarding the autistic boy's stargates, because humans go in and do all sorts of shit in the name of 'healing' while having zero clue about the Otherrealms- and he wasn't demonic at all. She then started discovering that many energies she'd been engaging with as 'negative' were simply non-human but their Otherness was being interpreted as 'hostile' because it was different.

Who are the 'greys'? What are the claims about these races? What is it that they are being accused of as a group? Should we apply the same labels to *all Beings* of a 'species' when some of them align with a particular expression of the virus? The idea that there is a race in which all Beings of that expression are 'negative' is, to me, utterly bizarre; it simply doesn't happen that way in the quantum universe, so what might we be talking about instead?

We could be talking about a number of things within this topic; we could talk about how humans interpret anything 'Other' as either 'evil and demonic' or an apparition from 'god'; we could talk about how Otherness is interpreted as evil because it doesn't have any of the interests and expressions that human activity does; we could be talking about how some actions taken on one level of understanding can be interpreted negatively but if one then moves to a different element of the hologram these same actions become something else entirely; we can talk about trusteeship, the vast expression of behaviours within a particular frequency-

and I could talk about the three visitors that showed up here that could easily have been described as the classic greys and who obligingly shifted forms because they could read my thoughtspeech and detected the human programming freak out going on due to the inbuilt prejudice. They kept their distance, just letting me know they were there- and they were beautiful.

So who are these Beings being called 'greys' ? Are we exploring if they are part of the sui generis signal, or what their intentions are towards anunnakisapiens, and Otherkind, and the evolution itself? Are we exploring if some individuals are actually trying to help the evolution or preserve the Otherkind signal- exploring about their technology and possible intentions?

Not every Otherkind is like me; some are Starkind, which covers a great scope of expression; is it possible that some individuals within those called 'greys' are actually working with the elements within different humans that are of the same signal? There are many many reasons *not* to do this with full disclosure: I can tell you freely, Otherkind as a whole are utterly sick of dying because of the vision of leveling up anunnakisapiens; some of the work needs to be done in stealth because the anunnaki can- and do- still wage war with the Otherkind and the anunnaki are desperate to break out of the quarantine that is around this planet.

Here's something else I may not have gotten around to mentioning in the old Pub: the anunnaki had *already created a slave race* before they got here- and some of those came through. Genetic experimentation was already part of the anunnaki path before they got here, it's all part of the pattern. The unfolding of the path of this other slave race was also part of the interweaving of this history.

'Humans' never were a 'pure species'. They're a genetically created one that carries the signals of many different kinds within it- it's part of the frequency of the evolution, this hybridisation of many frequencies and signals. Part of moving from the duality, concrete, virus ridden world is to allow all these ideas of rigid definitions, and concrete boxed explanations, and everything that isn't from one's own sui generis signal, to simply fall away; the anunnaki carried within them division and conflict, the desperate need to box everything in- how the multiverse works is nothing like this, and there are such infinite possibilities that all these human signals and interpretations become utterly one dimensional.

Like anything, the imagery and interpretation of 'greys' is in the eye of the beholder:



is interpreted by human programming in a very different way to



yet so much rests in the eye of the beholder...



what is beautiful?







I am brought to tears thinking about the gentle Beings, of all expression, who have died in isolation, in loneliness, in anguish and pain, as they struggled to assist a 'species' that had so much potential and such unwillingness and disinterest in expressing it. To be imprisoned in isolation, the test subject for unspeakable experiments, cut off from the psychic and thoughtspeech bond of Otherkind...

so who are we speaking of now, I wonder... perhaps it is that there are infinitely more possibilities than those who speak about such things have any knowledge of. Such a black and white paradigm, this 'human' realm, when one only has to tune into the deep quantum to know that the multiverse is nothing like that...







This last image is from the christian based website http://www.alienresistance.org , dedicated to demonising 'aliens' and casting them into the pits of hell.

And then some wonder why the starkind don't make obvious contact...

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"For every lie I unlearn, I learn something new"- Ani DiFranco

Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go. ~ TS Elliot

Let me ask you something- does this account make sense to *you*?

Given the apparent technical ability and intention, and the incredibly slow uptake of the information that is apparently being passed on, does this seem like a useful and practical way of achieving the purpose and intent of the activity? Also, from a language perspective, Bill's questions are utterly leading and existing within a given parameter- he's not asking anything interesting at all, but then he never really does.

Given the myriads of environmental and social issues facing the planetary collective society, does this appear to be a viable way of doing things? Given the nature of the virus, how might this particular story serve the purpose of the virus? Where is this undoing Empire, just as one question that might be interesting- how does this arrangement undo Empire? How does it address the issues that come from accepting rulership? How is this way of doing things any different from, say, the methods used in Dark City?

*this is no longer personally directed to you, it's a greater exploration of what comes up with this discussion*

For me, it's not about personal stories when it comes to undoing Empire- it's about what the individual is actually talking about, the essence and frequency of the information- and here's what I experience regarding frequency:

whatever you are looking for, on your deepest heart frequency, is what comes to you; those looking for bad boys find them turning up everywhere, those with internal stories of heartbreak and the ultimate darkness of love will find heartbreak; those whose evolution needs drama, or to live in the deepest wilds and die alone, or who need to have particular world views for one reason or another, these are the things they get. The thing is, most are so unconscious that they insist black and blue that they *didn't* want or ask for this experience, that they didn't manifest it, that they're a victim of some circumstance or another, or the world is dark and horrible, or ultimately unfair, or that they're not responsible in any way because of this story or that reason, and that this terrible thing that is happening to them isn't their own creation or doing

and so it's all something else, they're the victim of others, or at the mercy of others, or the slaves of others or whatever...

anything to avoid the deeper resonance of their own creative power, to keep in ignorance of the element of creation that they carry within , to maintain a view of the multiverse that continually casts them as helpless, seaweed in the tides, part of a universe that has winners and losers, opposite poles, dualities, force as the marker for right, domination and control- all the same old paradigms and energies, moved about in seemingly new configurations (that are really old ones regurgitated but there are so few around who remember that the enforcers can get away with the recycling), where the constant bespelling is to slavery



where is the actual evolution in any of it? Moving the pieces busily back and forth, like the office worker that has learned that if they move around the office with a pile of papers and a focused look others assume they're doing something meaningful and important when in fact they're avoiding doing anything of the sort

and so the infinite paperpushing of a boring paradigm continues to accelerate, until the paper is being pushed with the speed and agility of a blackjack dealer in Vegas, and the odds are stacked as greatly against the individual in both games

except one is about evolving, instead of the uselessness of winning a rigged game



where it's little more than an upsizing of puppets

I look at the individual expressions that are being made; I get that all of the expressions are the individual's sui generis experience, their path, what they're up for and what they're involved in

it's just not the signal that I'm here to facilitate

in a world populated by sui generis Beings, there would be no 'education' necessary because 'do no harm' is not singular towards sentient, language based Beings- it is 'do no harm' to *all* Beings, in whatever way the universe is responding to the internal cohesion of the individual and is manifesting Beings in the moment- sui generis does not embrace the space for being dominated and controlled, but the true sui generis is so far beyond the conversations that have been had about it that it's like describing an utterly different world, where none of Gaia's markers are relevant so the internal imagery has to be scrapped and a new canvas started.

Sui generis is how the rest of the multiverse rolls, because if it didn't there would be nothing here, the dominator and controllers, those favorite fantasies of the human world, would have destroyed everything. That's what they do. There'd be no evolution because they'd simply destroy everything in their path, consume worlds, find new ways to destroy and drain. There would be nothing.

This is known in the multiverse. Many of the native cultures of this planetary avatar, the descendants of various Otherkind hybridisations, demonstrate this knowing; they had limits, taboos, on the way that they interacted with each other and the planet, carefully created to try and prevent the kind of behaviours the anunnaki favored- these crafted guidelines became rigid limiters as the anunnaki virus influence coiled its way into the psyches of isolated groups, until it was only the rare few that remained openhearted to the intention and purpose of the teachings. The Kalihari bushmen were one such of these groups, although this has been destroyed in the past 30 years thanks to the incursion of the west. The dominant culture, sweeping aside all knowing of the Otherkind signal and way of Being- this is one of the primary reasons it consumes native cultures, so that any remnant of the more ancient signals will vanish, all that will be left is whatever the virus preaches.

I look at what many talk about, earnestly insisting that it's all real, it's the *real* world- and I've lived in a real world in which I've met individuals in mirrors and then met them in this realm, and I've done and seen things and I've come to understand that it's all creation- there is no consensus reality without consensus

and I don't consent.

Unless they're going to talk about something truly evolutionary, it all sounds the same to me. It's the same old paradigms recycled, same players different masks, same agendas, same targets. There's nothing new it in all, yet it serves a purpose, which is to cause the listener to ask-

does this serve my evolution? Does it serve any evolution? What is at the core of this message?

Given that lens of the hologram, what can you see now?

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"For every lie I unlearn, I learn something new"- Ani DiFranco

Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go. ~ TS Elliot

Who doesn't like stories? This is one of the most exciting posts from the old pub for me. Move this to another thread if there's a place it would fit better.

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The Otherkind Histories. Part One.

Ok. I'm making my Self do this, because I'm no longer worried about experiencing rejection or getting hammered over it. Many sincere and grateful thanks to Borden for getting me over that, and many other blocks I has as well, even if the path wasn't the one I thought I was walking.

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This is especially written with much love to my beloved gargoyle, my Otherkind family, and the one who watches from the forest.



I'm going to write this out hitman style- I'm just going to sit here and write furiously, ignore everything else, keep the Bat for Lashes /Cure mashup on loop, and write until I can't bear it anymore/life gets in the way. I'll do each installment like that until I've got the basics done.

This is the history that I was born with. It took me decades to find the language: for instance, I still don't have my language from back then, and so I really struggled with words until things came to me from other directions. I can remember my mother's reaction when she first read Eric von Daniken's book Chariots of the Gods- she came to me with the book and a strange look on her face; she said 'this man talks about some of the things that you talk about' and showed me some pictures, and I told her about them in enthusiastic small child fashion.

Her church had a different view of things. I ended up in hospital. We know how that one goes.

I got the name Anunnaki decades ago, when someone told me that they'd read a book by a guy who talked about the same thing and he called that race Anunnaki. I could never hear the old languages, although I used to talk in strange languages in my sleep when I was a kid. I also do when I'm channeling stuff, but that's never for others. We did not call them Anunnaki.

When some of my kids were little we'd play this game where they'd come up to me and start talking in 'gibberish'- I'd flip a switch in my head and talk it back to them and we'd be off. The Empress can keep it up for at least half an hour and the interesting thing is that it settles into a lilting, singsong kind of pattern of words and hand/body movements and a lot of 'pictures' being thrown back and forth, although as soon as we drop out of the space we can't hold onto what we were doing in it. I just know that there is absolutely no question that we understand each other clearly when we're doing that and it gets really interesting when more than two enter that world.

I also know that I am essentially blinded when I can't see someone's energetic signal clearly. It's why writing like this is my least favorite way of doing things. No transmission of signal.

All these elements of every slidey and morphing worlds.



This planet known as Earth is an avatar for a Being. This is no accident. In the beginning there was a vision of the creation of a fully sentient planetary avatar/Being that would be the first of many scattered across the multiverse, a series of dimensional stargates that would link the multiverse with physical portals that could support an almost endless expression of physical and non-physical incarnates. This planet now called Earth is indeed the Mother, the Elder Sister, the beginning of the vision- her daughter/sister worlds are still glowing, spinning into consciousness, connected to the great Song that began all that time/no time ago...

(As an aside, it's ironic, isn't it, all that running around looking for specific stargates and portals and specific doorways, when the whole time they're living on a gigantic stargate...)

Those who are sensitive to the energies here know that there are places on this planet that make one's hair stand on end, where there are clear connections to energies and frequencies that have nothing at all to do with the energy of the homo sapiens. Indeed, there are some places that appear to actively reject homo sapiens energy with a sharp toothed and hostile 'F*UCK OFF'. There are reasons for that, and for now all that is necessary to establish is that there are deliberately created places on this planet for the entry and support of non-human species.

That's because homo sapiens were never the first Beings here and it isn't actually their planet. But that's jumping ahead.

The vision of this great co-creation was that these multidimensional planetary gates would be living Universities, a giant biological and sentient interactive space where the co-creative efforts of a vast amount of expressions of Being could come together and create long term projects and relationships across many dimensions and frequencies. It was the vision of a number of Beings of many expressions, incarnate and non, and was pulled together like the tiny heart of the great spiral galaxies.

It was decided that it would be a planet on which there would be much water, because across the multiverse one of the connectors is water; water is a substance that actively holds memory. As a child I was always playing with the water and it was me that taught my mother how to interact with it by placing her palms flat on the surface and letting her mind go quiet, doing the thing in her body that I've come to call 'expanding' (which is deliberately opening all the internal gates as wide as one can). I just always 'knew' about the water without being able to explain what it was that I knew. Water held information, vast quantities of it. This is one of the reasons the water is under attack- they're trying to wipe all the ancient memories out of the system and cut the physical connection to the rest of the multiverse so that they can get to the vast energetic heart of Gaia. That's the energy they're actually after. They want her heart. It's the last pure energy on this planet.

They're never going to get it, but that's another digression.

So the vision coalesced and we knew that it could only go ahead when the right Being came forward, one that wanted to experience the process of incarnating into a planetary avatar. Not all planets are sentient; some simply hold the space for a specific expression of frequency and some are in the process of becoming sentient. Some, however, are the avatars of great Beings that have chosen the process for their own experience and evolution, as well as expression of their great creative impulse. The Being that I have come to call Gaia is one of these, and for those that can connect with zher on that level, it becomes obvious that zhe is something beyond special.

(Recently someone wrote of connecting to the earth by sending cords down to the heart of the planet. I never, ever have done it that way, nor could I: it's always the other way, I open and connect and the cords come *up* to me. I wait for zhur to connect with me, I don't want to go invading her space, it's interfering with another Being's avatar. Zhe knows I'm there when I'm connecting with her.)

So this stunning and wondrous Being was inspired by the vision and felt the call inside and began the long process of crafting her planetary body. Any kind of avatar creation is a delicate process and interweaving of complex energies, which is why some planets die the same way that some embryos die; it takes a degree of experience- or the support of some other experienced and skilled Beings- to create an avatar that is sufficiently connected to the signal to be able to function and support the download, while not being so solid that the signal is cut. That's in part what death is, too strong an identification with the physical avatar to the point where the download can no longer happen in a high enough way to keep the biology functioning. That's also why there are true immortals on this planet- not everyone is caught in that constriction trap. Then there are those that can hack into the signal of any avatar, but that's not done lightly (*and* needs agreement of the original, before anyone starts talking 'possession' and blah blah blah)- it's all about the fluidity- and non-fluidity- of the avatar process.

It was a wondrous collaboration of Creators and creative Beings from all over the multiverse and no amount of words could ever do justice to the vision and experience; Beings brought together by the joy and possibility and new expressions of connection, co-creation, collaboration and expansion.



For those that can feel it as they walk the surface of the great Being and beautiful diamond heart of the dream, do you hear the echoes of these great visions? Do you see that the original intention and purpose still beats strongly beneath the virus, zhur pure and unwavering heart still strong in the midst of the noise and onslaught? Do you feel the joy and hear the echoes of the voices in the ground, skipping and whispering past your ears as the wind reaches out and tickles your face, always carrying the trace programs and reminders? Do you immerse your Self in the forest waters and feel the memories and information reaching out to you, urging you to remember something that maddeningly sits at the edge of your mind but almost never moves into the light?

It's not a dream. It's not delusion. It's not fantasy. It's a language that only those who carry the signal can now only get the faintest of snatches, broken and interference signal, searching for the pieces amongst a barrage of white noise. And comparatively few carry that signal now- and it really doesn't come down to a numbers game.

If I was sitting here talking with you instead of writing I would be beaming the energy and signal to you physically, letting my Shine go and reliving the space with you, so that you would know truly what I'm communicating here. The old languages were always meant to be spoken with touch and signal, even if it was across vast distances. Everything has been distorted here.

So the dance began, and the one I call Gaia began her creation process. It was long and intricate, and other dances were going on between co-creators and Creators in other parts of the multiverse, bringing the threads of the multitudes of frequencies back to this point where they could be woven in and interconnected, all the different weavers holding the space for the vibrations and delicate webs.



You know this already, don't you- it's in the blood, you see, the blood and the water within are the key and the foundation of the story as it is now: the blood and the water within, carrying the great ancient voices and patterns, fragments and images patterned against the backdrop of every sui generis singularity. The endless corridors and doorways, leading to endless possibilities and expressions- that was the idea.

It still is the idea. Do you really think we'd give up just like that? We are the universal phoenixes, rising upwards again and again, carrying the vision, the intention and purpose, no matter how much opposition there is. Not everyone does that, you know: not every Being is built for that level of focus, not every Being holds the signal.

There are reasons for that. It's become the major part of the unfolding now.

I can never stay on track. Nothing is ever linear with me.

There is a thing about visionaries: often they become so focused on the vision that it never occurs to them that there might a be a flaw in their plan, because it comes from a direction they weren't ever looking in. This was no different. So focused were we on the grand possibilities of the vision, of the positive and the high frequencies, our eyes filled with the delight of connection and the idea of gatesways across the multiverse that it just never occurred to us that it could have other consequences. The enthusiasm of those to whom it would never occur to do harm to any other Being, whose experience and expression of sui generis was absolute. It happens, even now, when those with vision never expect that lower vibration behaviours will come from their discoveries. And even had we known, really, would it have changed anything? Would we have stopped the creation, or tried to change it- or would we have kept going while holding in us the space for things to be different? Just because something can be used for harm, does that mean that the creation of it must be stopped? Chopsticks are such useful tools, yet you can still kill another Being with one. Some things just are.

We didn't look at all the back doors. And things happened as a result: terrible and unspeakably horrendous things that seemed at first to be the ending of the vision.

And then the wonder revealed itself and everything made much more sense- but we're not at that bit yet...

More blasts from the past.

from this post here: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthr ... post479559

Foundation ideas: this planet and reality is in quarantine. I knew it as a kid, plenty of others have said as much in variations. The rest of the multiverse *outside of the dimensions that play out that lower vibration* are separated from here for a reason. What is that reason? I know the answer to that as it has been presented to me and I have only gotten around to sharing it in tiny bits and pieces because I'm better at talking that history than writing it.

Here it is in as succinct a nutshell as I can put it: this planet was intentionally designed and created to operate as a multiversal gateway and platform, first of its kind. To do this needed the agreement of a Being that wished to experience consciousness as a planet of this kind and a Being capable and interested in that experience came forward. Few planets, in comparison to how many there are, are actually sentient to the degree that this one is, and no other planet has the capabilities in terms of being able to sustain so many different frequencies and signals- literally capable of supporting endless realities if one knows how to tap into that.

Just like everywhere else where innovation applies, certain crucial elements were overlooked, in this case the backdoor effect to lower dimensions. Not every one was foreseen. Sh!t happened, Beings arrived that didn't on the surface level belong here, but there was a much bigger game of evolution afoot for all the elements involved. Nothing is accidental on that level. Other Beings stepped into the picture and volunteered to help clean up the mess, not truly understanding what this was going to cost but willing to do it anyway.

A long time later... and here we are at the end of that particular chapter. No more iterations. No more messing about with stalling the progression, the evolution, because of the virus. The decision has been made, the division is creating itself naturally based on the signal that each individual is willing to carry and hold, the frequency is shifting and the automatic sifting that happens as a result of that is observably happening here in the consensus reality, which can no longer subdue the signal. All the programs the virus has created, including the avatar ones, are destabilising, because their signal does not belong in this rich, diverse, and rising frequency 'Verse. That sort of pattern is readily observable in the physical world- if an environment shifts and becomes more complex, with new elements that require a degree of flexibility and co-operative interplay the organism cannot rise to, the organism becomes extinct or finds a more suitable environment. It's move or become extinct time.

There are those who naturally carry that shift frequency. It's not fixation for me, personally, it's choice. I'm going to use the example of actors. A really, really good actor dances with dissociation and a form of insanity because they're constantly messing with their reality. Peter Sellers, for example, was never really sure who Peters Sellers was, and spent his whole life wandering through different realms, unable to really choose who Peter was. He experienced this inability as a form of hell. Montgomery Clift is another. Truly great actors shed their skin and become someone else- not pretend, because you can tell someone who is just pretending. It's like nearly all great actors eventually become charicatures of themselves, they play themselves playing someone else- Al Pacino has been like that for years now, Johnny Depp is on the tipping point of doing it- it's like there's a point in which the individual has to hold themselves to be able to drop the noise and become something else, while holding enough space to remember that this is something that they're playing with.

What I get from your recent messages is the idea that holding the space where one has become the creation is wrong, defective in some way. You may not be intending that message *and* the language that you're using suggests it, at least to me: 'the cramped little vehicles of second hand belief and limited self images' is not, in my energy at least, sui generis language, it's judgement. This is the thing that I'm turning and looking at with interested eyes, because what's been coming up for me in the conversations between you and I is my awareness that there seems to be a subtle, yet very real, form of judgement going on here.

I don't have a problem with what others choose to do. I fully own that I got jittery with the internal experience of being approached by a reality that I had only had clumsy and semi-successful experiences of keeping out of my space in the past and these past few days have resulted in an evolution that I am loving on many levels. I don't have a problem that any of it at all has happened, even the horrendous experience of Borden's and mine connection exploding in my hands- we're still here, with new and expansive things happening, and it's all good. I have been able to experience being rather messy within the inner circle of connection here and it being ok- I'm learning that there are others here with whom I want to extend a deeper experience of intimacy and that's another gift. There are so many gifts floating about here currently, *and* there's still something else, something not so pure in frequency, and I'm digging deeply into my Self to find out what that might be.

I find your insistence on the connection to the current experience as being 'lesser' in some way to be at different angles to what I have. I don't have any issue at all with that- it's why I wrote the thing about sharing the glasses- and what I'm detecting is a subtle current of idea that your glasses, for whatever reason, happen to be more right than any others. Here's my response to that, offered from the signal of my peaceful, untriggered sui generis- no bob, your glasses are just another pair of glasses.

I personally am holding this up in my hands, moving it about in my holographic kaleidescope and sorting out my signal about it, because I'm curious; what I'm seeing is that the language is the issue, and that with language there is a corresponding energy. I am always about finding the way through the noise and language is one of the ways that signal is carried- we all know this *and* I think we're all slack about it at times too. I know I get like that, so used to dealing with zombies that why do I need to be careful? But we're not playing in a room full of zombies here and for me the energy is poking me, telling me that there's a lot in here that can do with a level up.

I recognise that I was, in some places in that response I deleted to you, less than careful with the language- at the time, I said to you that I was aware I was doing this and it was because I trusted the connection between us to sort out the noise. Perhaps that was an error on my part and the energy is poking at me, telling me that when it comes to certain playing fields there's no such thing as 'you know me, so I don't have to be so careful', not because there's a glitch in the connection with my Self and the other, but because language carries the signal. Matter is made from distilled intention, so if I'm wanting to create something awesome, then my intention needs to be awesome, as does the signal. Intention, purpose, cohesion, integrity- the elements that go into the act of creation, that determine the quality and signal of what is created.

I have been puzzled since by some of the language you have used, not because you have no right to say 'hey, don't do that' or whatever- we all of us have that right in every moment to nurture our own sui generis- but because of this odd tone, a rigidity that I haven't seen before, a judgement that I personally don't resonate to. To me, there is a complex and exquisite dance going on between my Self and the energies I'm encountering; there's a whirling dance between my Self, my Creator sources, my Creators, the multiple Selves I'm connected to, both in the multiverse and here within me- I can still switch personalities, I just don't choose to- and the Beings I am drawn into relationship with, both here and in the Otherrealms. This is a passionate and immersing dance for me and I'm flying through water, through air, through different realities and perspectives; it's one that is being driven by my integrity and my connection to the energy of the All that I am both reflection and receiver of. This is the choice that I've made in all the infinite choices and I've made this given an enormous scope of information and signal.

Is there the suggestion that this choice is inferior because I immerse my Self in it, because I allow my Self to be this, fully and absolutely? I *am* a multiple personality, if I choose to let that out- I have that kind of mind and I can let go the limits I have put in place and stand there and switch rapidly between a host of other Beings that are/are not I; I have simply made the choice that this isn't terribly useful given my purpose and intent. I've experienced a complete reset before, the walk in thing in 2002, which showed me how utterly messy things can get in the physical realms with a clamouring internal rabble all inhabiting the same space. I'm saying this to demonstrate that I fully get how illusionary it all is- I just know from actual, personal experience that letting that slide too far doesn't make things easier, it becomes chaotic and useless for doing anything on the physical plane.

And the physical is the realm I actually sprang from, it's what I am and where I choose to be: part of the deal this time was that I came here on the agreement of getting my physical immortality back- stick this stupid recycling, it's ridiculous and annoying.That's how it is for me here- this isn't lower level, kindergarten, whatever, it's about dealing with a lower vibration idea in a high vibration multiverse.

Given how I feel about my 'Verse, can you get that some of the language you have been using about my 'obsession' is a tad ear flattening? (think animal). I do not resonate with all the perspectives you express around that *and* it doesn't make my way of Being in the universe lesser because I don't have an interest in the non-corporeal; I've known such Beings, some I am friends with, some I've reached mutual agreements with to just skim past with a polite wave and acceptance that we're not each other's cup of tea. We don't think that's because one of us is inferior to the other, we're just in different universes most of the time and that's perfect.

If you use language that suggests certain perspectives and choices within the spectrum are inferior, I'll keep responding with 'that seems like elitist blah to me'. it's all part of the friendly service here at the Pub. I have no issues whatsoever with exchanges of perspective, moving the hologram around, it's what I love to do, *and* I'm going to back away from concrete anything if it's not the right signal for my purpose and intent.

Have I said this right, I wonder? I have no doubt that this needs further conversation, and it's not like I'm going to suddenly stop processing here in the Pub, and I still wonder if my purpose and intent here came through...Foundation ideas: this planet and reality is in quarantine. I knew it as a kid, plenty of others have said as much in variations. The rest of the multiverse *outside of the dimensions that play out that lower vibration* are separated from here for a reason. What is that reason? I know the answer to that as it has been presented to me and I have only gotten around to sharing it in tiny bits and pieces because I'm better at talking that history than writing it.

Here it is in as succinct a nutshell as I can put it: this planet was intentionally designed and created to operate as a multiversal gateway and platform, first of its kind. To do this needed the agreement of a Being that wished to experience consciousness as a planet of this kind and a Being capable and interested in that experience came forward. Few planets, in comparison to how many there are, are actually sentient to the degree that this one is, and no other planet has the capabilities in terms of being able to sustain so many different frequencies and signals- literally capable of supporting endless realities if one knows how to tap into that.

Just like everywhere else where innovation applies, certain crucial elements were overlooked, in this case the backdoor effect to lower dimensions. Not every one was foreseen. Sh!t happened, Beings arrived that didn't on the surface level belong here, but there was a much bigger game of evolution afoot for all the elements involved. Nothing is accidental on that level. Other Beings stepped into the picture and volunteered to help clean up the mess, not truly understanding what this was going to cost but willing to do it anyway.

A long time later... and here we are at the end of that particular chapter. No more iterations. No more messing about with stalling the progression, the evolution, because of the virus. The decision has been made, the division is creating itself naturally based on the signal that each individual is willing to carry and hold, the frequency is shifting and the automatic sifting that happens as a result of that is observably happening here in the consensus reality, which can no longer subdue the signal. All the programs the virus has created, including the avatar ones, are destabilising, because their signal does not belong in this rich, diverse, and rising frequency 'Verse. That sort of pattern is readily observable in the physical world- if an environment shifts and becomes more complex, with new elements that require a degree of flexibility and co-operative interplay the organism cannot rise to, the organism becomes extinct or finds a more suitable environment. It's move or become extinct time.

There are those who naturally carry that shift frequency. It's not fixation for me, personally, it's choice. I'm going to use the example of actors. A really, really good actor dances with dissociation and a form of insanity because they're constantly messing with their reality. Peter Sellers, for example, was never really sure who Peters Sellers was, and spent his whole life wandering through different realms, unable to really choose who Peter was. He experienced this inability as a form of hell. Montgomery Clift is another. Truly great actors shed their skin and become someone else- not pretend, because you can tell someone who is just pretending. It's like nearly all great actors eventually become charicatures of themselves, they play themselves playing someone else- Al Pacino has been like that for years now, Johnny Depp is on the tipping point of doing it- it's like there's a point in which the individual has to hold themselves to be able to drop the noise and become something else, while holding enough space to remember that this is something that they're playing with.

What I get from your recent messages is the idea that holding the space where one has become the creation is wrong, defective in some way. You may not be intending that message *and* the language that you're using suggests it, at least to me: 'the cramped little vehicles of second hand belief and limited self images' is not, in my energy at least, sui generis language, it's judgement. This is the thing that I'm turning and looking at with interested eyes, because what's been coming up for me in the conversations between you and I is my awareness that there seems to be a subtle, yet very real, form of judgement going on here.

I don't have a problem with what others choose to do. I fully own that I got jittery with the internal experience of being approached by a reality that I had only had clumsy and semi-successful experiences of keeping out of my space in the past and these past few days have resulted in an evolution that I am loving on many levels. I don't have a problem that any of it at all has happened, even the horrendous experience of Borden's and mine connection exploding in my hands- we're still here, with new and expansive things happening, and it's all good. I have been able to experience being rather messy within the inner circle of connection here and it being ok- I'm learning that there are others here with whom I want to extend a deeper experience of intimacy and that's another gift. There are so many gifts floating about here currently, *and* there's still something else, something not so pure in frequency, and I'm digging deeply into my Self to find out what that might be.

I find your insistence on the connection to the current experience as being 'lesser' in some way to be at different angles to what I have. I don't have any issue at all with that- it's why I wrote the thing about sharing the glasses- and what I'm detecting is a subtle current of idea that your glasses, for whatever reason, happen to be more right than any others. Here's my response to that, offered from the signal of my peaceful, untriggered sui generis- no bob, your glasses are just another pair of glasses.

I personally am holding this up in my hands, moving it about in my holographic kaleidescope and sorting out my signal about it, because I'm curious; what I'm seeing is that the language is the issue, and that with language there is a corresponding energy. I am always about finding the way through the noise and language is one of the ways that signal is carried- we all know this *and* I think we're all slack about it at times too. I know I get like that, so used to dealing with zombies that why do I need to be careful? But we're not playing in a room full of zombies here and for me the energy is poking me, telling me that there's a lot in here that can do with a level up.

I recognise that I was, in some places in that response I deleted to you, less than careful with the language- at the time, I said to you that I was aware I was doing this and it was because I trusted the connection between us to sort out the noise. Perhaps that was an error on my part and the energy is poking at me, telling me that when it comes to certain playing fields there's no such thing as 'you know me, so I don't have to be so careful', not because there's a glitch in the connection with my Self and the other, but because language carries the signal. Matter is made from distilled intention, so if I'm wanting to create something awesome, then my intention needs to be awesome, as does the signal. Intention, purpose, cohesion, integrity- the elements that go into the act of creation, that determine the quality and signal of what is created.

I have been puzzled since by some of the language you have used, not because you have no right to say 'hey, don't do that' or whatever- we all of us have that right in every moment to nurture our own sui generis- but because of this odd tone, a rigidity that I haven't seen before, a judgement that I personally don't resonate to. To me, there is a complex and exquisite dance going on between my Self and the energies I'm encountering; there's a whirling dance between my Self, my Creator sources, my Creators, the multiple Selves I'm connected to, both in the multiverse and here within me- I can still switch personalities, I just don't choose to- and the Beings I am drawn into relationship with, both here and in the Otherrealms. This is a passionate and immersing dance for me and I'm flying through water, through air, through different realities and perspectives; it's one that is being driven by my integrity and my connection to the energy of the All that I am both reflection and receiver of. This is the choice that I've made in all the infinite choices and I've made this given an enormous scope of information and signal.

Is there the suggestion that this choice is inferior because I immerse my Self in it, because I allow my Self to be this, fully and absolutely? I *am* a multiple personality, if I choose to let that out- I have that kind of mind and I can let go the limits I have put in place and stand there and switch rapidly between a host of other Beings that are/are not I; I have simply made the choice that this isn't terribly useful given my purpose and intent. I've experienced a complete reset before, the walk in thing in 2002, which showed me how utterly messy things can get in the physical realms with a clamouring internal rabble all inhabiting the same space. I'm saying this to demonstrate that I fully get how illusionary it all is- I just know from actual, personal experience that letting that slide too far doesn't make things easier, it becomes chaotic and useless for doing anything on the physical plane.

And the physical is the realm I actually sprang from, it's what I am and where I choose to be: part of the deal this time was that I came here on the agreement of getting my physical immortality back- stick this stupid recycling, it's ridiculous and annoying.That's how it is for me here- this isn't lower level, kindergarten, whatever, it's about dealing with a lower vibration idea in a high vibration multiverse.

Given how I feel about my 'Verse, can you get that some of the language you have been using about my 'obsession' is a tad ear flattening? (think animal). I do not resonate with all the perspectives you express around that *and* it doesn't make my way of Being in the universe lesser because I don't have an interest in the non-corporeal; I've known such Beings, some I am friends with, some I've reached mutual agreements with to just skim past with a polite wave and acceptance that we're not each other's cup of tea. We don't think that's because one of us is inferior to the other, we're just in different universes most of the time and that's perfect.

If you use language that suggests certain perspectives and choices within the spectrum are inferior, I'll keep responding with 'that seems like elitist blah to me'. it's all part of the friendly service here at the Pub. I have no issues whatsoever with exchanges of perspective, moving the hologram around, it's what I love to do, *and* I'm going to back away from concrete anything if it's not the right signal for my purpose and intent.

Have I said this right, I wonder? I have no doubt that this needs further conversation, and it's not like I'm going to suddenly stop processing here in the Pub, and I still wonder if my purpose and intent here came through...

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"For every lie I unlearn, I learn something new"- Ani DiFranco

Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go. ~ TS Elliot

Songsfortheotherkind:

Here's the thing- my experience of the my universe is my own. another bob has recently spilled the beans on the multiple physical universes within this one, which I hadn't been talking about at all, and it gets into my experience of the slidey in ways that start becoming rather outlandish for most minds, but I've been sitting here having a gargoyle staring at me and it's making me rather abruptly disinterested in what others might interpret.

My experience is that I exist inside an infinite serious of physical worlds stacked within each other like Prussian dolls. These worlds are/are not, are physical/are energetic, and essentially very little of the crushing solidity I experience here exists there. The constant f*uckery experienced here, the so-called Darkness, the polarisations, the blah blah blah and battles between 'good' and 'evil' simply doesn't happen in the worlds I 'come from' or emerged from or created my Self from or however it is that this is framed. I am so ancient that those kinds of perspectives are meaningless, so new that I can't be arsed working it out because there are so many more interesting things to be doing than categorising, classifying and boxing in.

The multiverse is a quantum flux state more interesting than most talk about. The yammering for 'proof' here in this realm is one of the reasons one can't access the Otherrealms, which has been one of the reminders I've gotten this morning. I'm thrumming with so much energy and glee and faceplanting 'd'oh!' that it's difficult to write, and that's kind of fun too. I want tea, and a hot water bottle, and I want them now!

now I have them! ah, creative manifestation and a fast boiling kettle- with their powers combined...!

where was I? Oh yes, solid reality and all that. See, to jump effectively, or to slide, there is a requirement for having very little attachment to the experience of 'real', a willingness to be a different kind of real. There's not a lot of it about and earlier experiences of being involuntarily dragged into hell realms created by my own mind have made me a tad twitchy about the process, hence the flailing, flapping and running about outside: I am happy to slide in the etherrealms and have been doing a bit of that lately, discovering to my delight that my ability to interact with Beings in a succubus way is now activating in the physical realms. I've never actually been able to directly exchange energy like that with an incarnate Being because the energy was too low, but it seems that this is aaaaaaaaall changing with the leveling up of energy going on around the planet. *bounces in squee mode* For the succubus element this has been a revelation- I can feel my Self getting back into being able to manifest, like another bob's dreamy energy body picture, into another's realm and actually feedexchange, instead of doing it from a distance. The distance thing has been luscious as it is, mindblowingly so, and mmmmmmMMM, the gleesticks are dancing madly.

Ahem. Other realms. Yes. *shakes slightly dazed head and getting the glazed look out of eyes* mmm, seems some connections are permanently 'on'...

This experience of physical universes stacked within each other for me is experienced as one thing- which means they are/are not within each other, they overlap and merge and blur and move in and out of each other. Here is where the solid state Epic Language Fail kicks in, but essentially it works like this for me- I create it, and it is So; I experience it a particular way and that's how it is in that space. It's the mirror and the cauldron all the time, all present simultaneously, and sometimes I get to choose the bits that rise up and sometimes a greater knowing, based on my intention to evolve, chooses for me. Either way is awesome. Sometimes I forget that.

These days I see the deep virus intention, the one that wants to keep me in a solid state, squeezing me around the middle and trying to keep me 'here', trying to cut me off from my slidey, stopping my blur, mirroring what I've picked up here, my fear, my inhibition, my experience of what happens to those who walk between worlds.

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At this point I went to find a picture of a witch being tortured but I was so triggered by the images that I can neither post one or go there. I don't want to hold that memory and energy in my space. That's what the virus wants- for me to remember all those things, to constrict back down, to go into trauma mode and forget what I can be. Huh. That's how I forget the awesome.

I don't think that all men would stand back and let me die like that again. I sure as f*uck have more up my sleeve than I had back then- if the religionists ever came for me again like that I'd have no hesitation in destroying the lot of them without blinking. But I need to get out of this space and back to where I was writing from- expansion, expansion, not constriction, creative magic dancing in my hands, not lightsabres and the jet eyed left hand of destruction... I can be that, I just don't want to anymore.



Breathe, breathe...

Mmm. So slidey universes that exist to express the co-creation and to act as cauldrons and vessels for the expression of the evolution that links everything together. The All as a Being is constantly moving towards its own evolution and greater complexity, which we see in the microcosm of this planet. To achieve this, energies are matched together, the frequencies seek whatever it is that is necessary, whatever bits are required, to manifest the level up and evolution that runs as a constant signal throughout the All, the underpinning impulse. It's why individuals are drawn to each other, it's as much about the mirror of the wounding as anything else- what point is there in being with someone that you can't learn anything from? can't evolve with? It's energetic cul-de-sac that way, which is why I fully recognise that any Being I am attracted to, or want to connect with, is going to have some kick arse triggers in there for me. I'm not deceived by the myths about love and desire that are pimped by the virus, I'm not phased by the grinning Trickster face of evolution lurking within another Being, I just pick more interesting, intelligent and conscious Tricksters these days.

I live in a multiverse where things make sense when viewed through the lens of constant evolution. More tea is required