Hradagost wrote:
Very good questions, M'lady. I have a plate full of similar ones. None of us remember the frenetic cycling of things as they wind down/up into a new cycle. I was quite ready to disregard such notions if they were not apparent to me. I am fully engaged to keeping my own center . I experience real vertigo sometimes and it is energetic is cause and effect. Nothing to do with blood supply or inner ear issues. I sense we will soon have as many answers as we now have questions. This is a time for minimal baggage. As cold as it can sound, people and our own emotional issues are the baggage.
Thank you for visiting my abode within yours.
I have been shedding so much without even thinking- lately I have been looking at some of the things falling out of my hands and my head and I will hold one up in puzzlement, asking 'how the fuck did the paradigm EVER get me to believe *that* one?' before dropping it and moving on

I have found a different part of the hologram to move in and explore, and in one simple shift I am reminded of how useless 'knowing' anything is- in one shift, the other moves and becomes something else entirely

the chain reactions start and it's only ever about the choices *I* make within that, it's
always about the choices and the exploration that arises from those choices, it's not that my choices 'mean' anything, or create any meaning
I don't need meaning, it's not something I'm interested in or looking for
I love this shifting landscape that is moving around me- I love the evolution that is moving beneath the skin of the planet, moving in the energies, moving in the entire multiverse and stripping away all the paradigm's 'certainties', showing them to be the illusions they always were
I laugh in astonishment that I could have ever been caught up in any of that noise at all
I'm scrying into my own evolution these days

tuning into the signal that moves beyond all this noise
I am happier now than I have ever been before, my happiness grows every day
and part of it is experiencing that my happiness is dependent on no other Being or external circumstance
all the elements are within me, all the possibilities and expressions are mine to play with

I am choosing to be Loki's mirror, the Morrigan, the evolution signal embodied, on the outer edges between evolution and stability.
It's Art I am enjoying immensely.
