Comments on: A year spent living the life of the Sui Generis: part 2

By: En

En — Thu, 28 Nov 2013 04:23:12 +0000

Ahh, those are some fairly uncanny similarities, although a incredibly common theme within the yang signal from my observations. Growing up I watched my Dad refuse to evolve for 24 years and counting, remaining completely dissociated from his emotional state, to the point where he would enjoy working 50 hours a week in order to distract himself from the internal dissonance this creates. I know this because I began to live into his pattern without realizing it. This is what he taught me.

There is so much cultural taboo for the yang, yang and strength seemingly going hand in hand. Admitting their is something wrong or you don’t have something figured out is considered a weakness. Admitting that you are unaware of your purpose and intentions, weakness. I experience these things as a polarity flip of the original signal, a tortious conversion. Those considering these things a weakness obviously having never tried embodying this process. My experience says it’s the exact opposite, it takes me tremendous strength to change.

I feel a tremendous strength within knowing that I am doing everything I possibly can in order to create mental and emotional abundance for myself. I consider these to be far more important then that of the material, that material wealth is a bi-product of the former two. This amazing sense of freedom I find in an increasingly diverse range of situations and interactions is all the ‘reward’ I need. I feel incredibly proud to know that I am doing everything I can to set an example for my two young step daughters, so they don’t have to learn the wrong/ineffective/inefficient way of doing things and have to potentially go through the same intensive process as I, else they live their lives in less than abundance. I am not perfect, yet I create my perfection every time I am willing to look at myself, every time I choose life, I choose to move.

By: Danielle

Danielle — Wed, 27 Nov 2013 17:02:06 +0000

Thank you for posting… I felt as though this w/could be something easily composed by my spouse, who also is challenged by my perspectives on things, has a ‘rage base’ that he doesn’t understand the origins of, is clinically deaf in one ear (right-side), and struggles to express himself in a manner (towards me) that is non-combative… I have forwarded the link for this posting; mayhap he’ll find comfort knowing he’s not alone; and, that with effort and self-patience, evolution awaits him, too…

By: En

En — Wed, 13 Nov 2013 05:10:15 +0000

Hey Edward,
Thanks for the feedback. I felt most of the specific examples unnecessary for the purpose and intention of the article: To give people a general trend of what to expect living the lifestyle. Perhaps I will write in some more detail later on, though most of the individual instances have been lumped into a few different categories, forming a kind of cloud of interlinking events. It would be quite time consuming to attempt to decipher it all in a linear fashion that would make sense to readers who haven’t personally met me. I’m more focused on where its all taking me, planning to focus more on presenting tools and concepts that have arisen out of the work at this point in time.

Thanks,
En

By: Edward Nigma

Edward Nigma — Tue, 12 Nov 2013 13:52:28 +0000

This is good but it would be better if you occassionally used specific examples anecdotes and stories to illustrate your point. Like a time you were in public and you felt a way, or a time Songs was making an abstract connection and what was it and what it triggered in you. Etc.